It is exactly a year ago I woke up with my lymph nodes in my neck swollen, and when this journey started.

My pillow was covered in loose hair this morning, so I thought it was time to shave my hair off.  Jukka (my ex boyfriend) had lent his hair clippers, so I did I myself.  It was not as traumatic as it was the first time.   Of course, it was a shame I had to do it, and lose my hair, again.  But, I am mostly relieved it is done.  Now I can stop worrying about it.  To be honest, I feel pretty numb about the whole thing.  Frankly, I am getting bored with this cancer business, and losing hair was jus one of those, ‘oh here we go again’.

I took a picture of my short hair yesterday (please see below).

My blood counts were good on Friday, so I have not had to boost my white blood cells and neutrophils this weekend.  I am hoping they will check my blood counts at the Sutton tomorrow.  I am still a little sceptical if I will have the part 4B PMitCEBO on Tuesday as planned.  I hope so.  I do not want this to drag on any longer than necessary.

Me with my short hair 15th May 2010.