I am going to Sutton today.  I called them yesterday and they said ‘make your way down here tomorrow’.  They did not give a specific arrival time, so I suppose I can turn up whenever I can.  My lovely friends, Andy and Lori offered to drive me there, so I leave it up to them when we go.

I felt really stressed out and emotional when I was doing my laundry and packing yesterday.  It was partly because of the worry about the transplant, will it work or not and how am I going to cope being an inpatient for so long, and partly I was emotional about the fact that this could be it.  It has been a long journey to get this far, and in three weeks time I WILL be cancer free!  I feel also that I have lost a little focus, as I have not have time to meditate in the last few days.  I must get back into that as soon as I become a hospital hermit.

I am going to try and update my blog as much as possible from the hospital.  But, what I would like to say is, if you have a little time to spend, please send healing and loving thoughts to my direction every now and again.  I would appreciate it.